I’m having a really hard time trying to find the balance between need and want. I know what i want, and i know what i need. But lately i feel so dumb for the things that i think i need, and how i let those things affect me. Sometimes i feel so ungrateful for the things that i have. I don’t have the right to complain about not having a phone, internet, or tv. I’m glad i’ve had the opportunity to provide for myself and set a state of independence and i know it will only lead me to better things.