Oh wow… it’s been a long time since i’ve been on here. No internet yet at the apartment but I will soon. I’m still not sure if i’m gonna stay updated with this even when I do get internet but we’ll see. But for now, let me just recap what’s been going on for me…
- Urban Paradise = amazing
- working = the biggest bitch of the world, but hey. Money is money
- Moving into my apartment with my sister = really great
- dancing = motivated
- school = motivated
Basically, i’m stressed! Just trying to balance school with dance, work, and then also moving has really taken its toll on me. I’m sure it will all be worth it though. Getting my first paycheck tomorrow, and it’s gonna go straight to bills, bills, bills. Yeah, having your own apartment sounds like a dream, and don’t get me wrong it is.. but man, money’s a killer. Of course it’s not all about money, but shit.. it really does matter! It’s a huge responsibility. But asides from that fact, just trying not to let all these things affect my schoolwork. I can already tell they are but i’m trying to really focus and get all my shit done.
I know that the opportunites that I have now aren’t going to be there anymore if I don’t succeed now. Most of my life I was always the one to look at the things that I didn’t have. I became blinded by the superficial things, not seeing what really mattered. Sitting back and looking at my life now, I really am thankful for all that I have. Thankful for being able to get an education, thankful for having a roof over my head and food in the fridge, thankful for having an amazing sister, and thankful for being able to do what i wanna do.